I’m doing this because partially most people are doing this.
Official Roundup of 2008
Worst Year Of Church Life (WHAT CHURCH LIFE.)
Skipped mass alot, I’m not proud of that.
I’m very thankful that I got the chance to do a camp. THANK YOU ISAAC!!
Arguably the best year of schooling and the worst year as well.
I need discipline.
Met awesome people. Churchies and school people included.
CYA ROCKS MY SOCKS!!
Johnians have been like clouds. Either they’re all there or they’re not.
Nursing took it’s toll on me.
Had a bitchy CI, had a great CI. She’s the same person.
Emoed the crap outta me.
VONG told me something about me I never noticed. Thank you. But I still want to hit you.
Lost the chance to go for YISS due to attachment.
Attachment was bitchy yet rewarding. (You don’t get nursing till you do it.)
Spent a scary amount of time on the computer.
Kenneth can be such an ass. But he’s a guy so I’d have to forgive him when he doesn’t know when to be a girl.
Woman cried alot this year.. and over someone she shouldn’t but oh heck. An idiot but she’s my idiot. LOVE YOU!
Enid, didn’t see much of her this year. Probably even lesser for 2009.
Josh, the guilt of using you as a emotional punching bag that night is still eating me up. I’m sorry.
Saw very little of Dora, Ben and Aaron. JC people you’re all disappearing.
Awkward, was seeing Aaron 7/8? months after confirmation.
Great meet-up with la sallians. WE HAVE TO HANG OUT MORE!!!
Bro Ed I’ll pray for you 
God Bless with your plans
Gerri, Kevin, Alan… Kinda miss WOW and the parental/guardian feel that they gave me. Still find it VERY hard to say hi to Gerri I admit. My voice goes squeaky. With Kevin and Alan(whom I’ve really not seen in a darn long time) it’s easier. Maybe cause Gerri’s on this huge pedestal that I can’t reach and I’m the one who put her there.
Parables Parables Parables… My heart skipped a eat when Charles called us that @ Christmas @ Josh’s place. There was a pause, I felt it.. When he said it.. Among all of us Parablelites… I think we all feel it. It’s painful. I’ve yet to find something that fills that hole. I think if we ever got together again as parables and had a talk I’d just cry.. People might scold me for being stupid and overly emotional and clingy to that fragment of the past. It was a big chunk to me and it was ripped out from my heart. The best 4 years of my life. Of course I guess some people would roll their eyes and think ‘She’s only 17, best years of her life? That has yet to come.’ True. But now is now. And right now those were the best 4 years of my life. So allow me to…
I’m glad I didn’t do a vlog on this…
A crying Bel isn’t a pretty Bel.
Grief. Perhaps the theme for 2008.
Saddest year of my life.
Most emo year of my life.
Suicidal year of my life.
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Oh to rise from the ashes…
P.S. Might be edited.
Only 1 Resolution for 2009 this time
DON’T FUCKING GIVE UP ON LIFE.
