I Ask You

Lord If I Gave You My Heart

If I Gave You My Soul

Would You Show Me That

You’d Never Leave Me Alone?

Cause Every Breath That I Take

Every Moment That I’m Awake

Lord It’s Slowly Killing Me…

And I Realise It’s Been A Long Time

And that many of you probably think this blog is dead. It is not I assure you.

I need/want/need/want/need/want/need/want/need/want/need/want/need/want/need/want to dye my hair.

Burgundy/Fuchsia?

If I can’t make up my damn mind I’d just leave it black really.

Even the hairdresser keeps asking me when I wanna dye my hair.

LOL. ROFL. LMAO.

I need to go shopping with Zannah one day to understand what’s so great about it.

This is turning into a to-do list.

I am worried, yet resolute.

Plenty going through my mind now, but I’m enjoying doing nothing.

If only all of my days were like this.

I know they say you’d get sick of holidays and holidays and holidays.

But I love the feeling of nothing. If I didn’t need to eat to survive, I’d lie in bed all day and watch the sky turn colour.

I adore the cold mornings after a night of rain.

The sun peeking through the clouds at 7:20am in the morning. [Sorry for not waking you up Andrew!]

Your Love For Me Peeking Through The Sky.

I marvelled at your love, your brilliant love that you showed when I felt so low.

This was the ‘It’s Going To Be Ok’ that I was seeking.

From You.

And you’re just like you always are.

Always there.

I Love You God.

I’m Spending Christmas With The Family!

Hoping, Wishing, Swearing But Never Prayed.

Thank You God For Making My Attachment Date End WAY Before Christmas.

It Would Kill My Heart To Work On The Day BEFORE or AFTER Christmas.

 Thank You GOD!!!

 

 

Even If I Know I Take You For Granted Too Often.