Puff Puff Baby

It came to mind when I woke up today. About what woman and I discussed during our alone time in the chalet lobby.

Smoking.

We talked about why our friends smoke.

And how come we don’t really do a damn thing to stop them?

Is ‘they have to live their own life/decide for themselves’ a good enough excuse not to do anything?

I’m pathetic as well.

Always saying I’ll break those damn sticks but I don’t do it cause I don’t want my friends to get mad at me.

I stared at Scott when I saw the unlighted cigarette stick in his hand.

When I stared he was like: C’mon la Annabel you know I’ve smoked for how long already.

Truthfully I didn’t know.

I wasn’t shocked either. But it sucks to expect your friends to smoke.

I’m an utter failure.

I can’t even get one of my closest sisters to stop puffing them fucking sticks.

UGH.

And I Realise It’s Been A Long Time

And that many of you probably think this blog is dead. It is not I assure you.

I need/want/need/want/need/want/need/want/need/want/need/want/need/want/need/want to dye my hair.

Burgundy/Fuchsia?

If I can’t make up my damn mind I’d just leave it black really.

Even the hairdresser keeps asking me when I wanna dye my hair.

LOL. ROFL. LMAO.

I need to go shopping with Zannah one day to understand what’s so great about it.

This is turning into a to-do list.

I am worried, yet resolute.

Plenty going through my mind now, but I’m enjoying doing nothing.

If only all of my days were like this.

I know they say you’d get sick of holidays and holidays and holidays.

But I love the feeling of nothing. If I didn’t need to eat to survive, I’d lie in bed all day and watch the sky turn colour.

I adore the cold mornings after a night of rain.

The sun peeking through the clouds at 7:20am in the morning. [Sorry for not waking you up Andrew!]

Your Love For Me Peeking Through The Sky.

I marvelled at your love, your brilliant love that you showed when I felt so low.

This was the ‘It’s Going To Be Ok’ that I was seeking.

From You.

And you’re just like you always are.

Always there.

I Love You God.

Abortion – To Be Or Not To Be?

Last night was spent chatting with Zannah and Nana about many many MANY diverse topics.. The cow shall be waterelon and so on.. But the most hotly debated topic was in fact abortion.

Would you do it?

‘Before 3 months it has no life.’

It has no soul.

So is it okay to just destroy it?

Even if God Himself decided that it would have been a child of God?

Nana told me that if you abort a child, according to her religion, the child would be waiting for you at the gates of heaven.

Would you be able to face that child?

The child whose mother did not want her?

And if[touching plenty of wood here but that might not help] you don’t end up in Heaven, that child will wait, and wait..

But when it all comes down to it, it depends on whether you’re ready to face the consequences or not.

The Following Pictures May Be Disturbing.

If You’re Squeamish, I suggest you do not click

Saturday, 3rd January

Get Ready For A Media Explosion!

Out With The Johnians

The Flyer

The Flyer's Really Intimidating Up Close

Dangerous Sharp Objects Hanging..

More Sharp Objects

Glenn Dishing Out His Moves!

Ben's Awkward Bowling Moment?

Joshie's A Blur!

Dot doesn't Want To See Where Her Ball Ended Up - Pinless

Proof That Sometimes Dot Doesn’t Bowl.
She Just Lets Go Of The Ball.

Don’t We All LOVE LOVE LOVE Christmas?

Can You Say 'Twilight'?

Johnians '07

I Still <3 You Johnians~!

Edit: Reuploaded Johnians Picture