Not exactly what I usually blog about…

Mini Wax Strips

I don’t usually wax, at all really cause I’ve read articles about how painful it can be and how one lady was nearly carted off to the hospital cause she couldn’t take the pain. And with Singapore being as conservative as it is, most ladies choose shaving over waxing and waxing itself isn’t common. Well on the 17th of August 2009 I bought these fabulous strips from the guardian down in ‘Shop & Save’ at woodlands mart. Lol honestly I was kinda excited cause I have been looking for cheap waxing strips and guardian only used to sell the cream for shaving.

To make a long story short I tried them out and they were AWESOME. I was midly shocked when I ripped the strip off my upper lip HAHAHAHA! I used to shave my upper lip and there was always a little stubble which annoyed me. I tried once with tweezers and HOLY HELL it HURT! Lesson #1 in getting rid of upper lip hair(also known as peach fuzz) NEVER try to pluck them off.

On a last note the waxing liquid on the strip is a really pretty green (much like the packaging) with glitter and I was glad the glitter did not stay on my upper lip when I waxed. It’d be too weird to have your friends say: ‘Eh your upper lip’s sparkling!’

Can you say: Twilight?!

P.S. I have officially lost face by blogging about my upper lip which I can admit has dark hair and I completely hate.

P.S.S  3 CHEERS FOR THE WAXING STRIPS!!!

P.S.S.S  Priced at $10.80 you can probably use it for 2 months and since there are 10 whole strips (peel them apart and you have 2 strips, you should not use more than one whole strip for the whole wax) and only two pieces of gel removing aftercare wipes, you can remove excess gel with baby oil on a piece of paper or anytype of oil. DO NOT try to wash it off with water and soap (I tried) or use a piece of tissue paper to wipe it off (again, I tried) it will be disasturous.

Happy Waxing!

Alot On My Mind As Usual

Goes back to my younger days, really looked up to you then.

Don’t know where you are now, don’t really care.

And I wonder why?

I took so much time to move on.

Hee all the chiding by woman.

My thoughts went back to you.

For a brief moment and it passed.

I’m knocking down the pedestal I crafted for you.

Noone stands up there at the moment.

a wave and a smile at you if I see you

nah.

It’s Not Fair

To assume, about what I want to do in life. No this isn’t about what happened on Saturday, but what happened on Friday. You said it with a smile on your face.

I wanted to throw up.
I wanted to scream at your face.
I wanted to walk out.
I wanted to slam the door.

Common sense had a tight hold on me that day.

‘I assume you don’t want to be a nurse right? Or you wouldn’t have problems like these.’

FUCK you. I have issues I admit but who the fuck are you to say that? Fact is nursing has become bearable, even a pleasure, and people like you ought to be shot for saying that to students.

‘We don’t want you to kill the patients.’

God you are such a bitch to say that and chortle. How can you do those two things at the same time?

Honestly I regret not having great attendance. But mistakes are to be learned from and learn I did. I figured out finally what I wanted to do but.. People like you just make me sick.

Sometimes I wonder if my mentor really cares about me or is it all about her duty. I”m almost completely convinced that it’s the latter.

‘It’s my duty as your mentor to inform your mother.’

Complete and utter bullshit.

Noone really gets how my mother gets mad when these calls come. She blows up, threatens to cut my education and blows up even more. It’s not okay to call her. It is NOT. Noone wants to let their parents know of their failures do they?

I’m torn between what I want again.

I hate you for making me doubt myself.

I HATE YOU

It’s One Of Those Times

That you feel so fucking frustrated with life. And when you try to make up for your stupid mistakes people just put you down, they discourage you and tell you it’s too late, that nothing can be done to save yourself. They’re the same people who eye you from the ledge, click their tongue and say that it’s easier to fall to your death than to struggle your way up. Interestingly it’s the same people who told you how they’d ‘help’ you in the beginning. Well you cheated my feelings and I no longer know where you stand.

The Phone Is Permanently Off The Hook.

I’m Happy

LOL I really am.

My CI asked me : Do you want to be a nurse anot?

I’m psyche to say: Recently I’ve decided I want to be one.

There’s an insane amount of happiness threatening to burst out of me.

Even if there was a sucky grade.

Resolutions, forged on a pixelled page.

1. Get at least a C+ in the next attachment so I can pull my grade point average up.

2. Work on my nursing care plan, it’s my weakest point.

3. Next attachment, leap straight into the midst of things. Hands on baby!

4. Try to pay attention during lectures, our lecturers aren’t too bad really, we just choose to shut ourselves out.

Honestly I regret not jumping straight into things this attachment. I was insanely listless(I knew it but I didn’t think my CI would choose to use the same word) and well there were other factors that I choose not to mention here, just not worth mentioning it.

It’s almost like everything’s on repeat.

But shit I never noticed.

P.S. Common Test Results (Which I Really Didn’t Give A Shit About I Admit, but this was the wrong attitude, So don’t follow my example kiddies!)

NS2: F (NS1 probably also F, didn’t study)

NSL: B (LMAO Unexpected, even more unexpected that noone got A)

NS1: F (Peer Tutoring Here We Come)

PHAR: ?

Will be updated when the rest of the results come in.

I Know This Is Pretty Old News

Quoted from allkpop.com dated 17 January 2009:

Taeyeon of Girls’ Generation has been receiving quite a bit of heat due to her statements on her radio program with Kangin (MBC FM4U의 `강인 태연의 친한 친구`).

The Girls’ Generation member who was in a great deal of pain due to the flu, vented her frustration about her incident at the hospital:

I went to the hospital to receive a shot because I was very ill with the flu. But when I arrived, the nurse told me to just lie down and wait, because it was lunch time.

But she was a nurse, instead of telling me to wait, couldn’t she have just given me a shot?

I almost caused a scene, but I simply stated, ‘How could you be like that,’ and left. Is it a patients duty to be sick on time?

Kangin then stated:

Tell me which hospital it was. It looks like that nurse has lost her mind. She should just eat lunch forever.

When a patient is in pain, it’s extremely frustrating to have to wait, especially because hospital workers have the worst attitudes ever. I can definitely relate to Taeyeon’s frustrations, as I’ve had very similar experiences at the ER. In any regards, both Taeyeon and Kangin’s statements have been blown out of proportion and netizens are already starting to hate on, well Taeyeon exclusively. Which just goes to show, that little girls love finding reasons to hate on Girls’ Generation. And forces SM Entertainment to release apologies like these:

Taeyeon and Kangin should’ve been a little more careful with their words, unfortunately they weren’t. However, there were no evil intentions. All of us are very sorry about this incident.

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‘When a patient is in pain, it’s extremely frustrating to have to wait, especially because hospital workers have the worst attitudes ever. I can definitely relate to Taeyeon’s frustrations, as I’ve had very similar experiences at the ER. In any regards, both Taeyeon and Kangin’s statements have been blown out of proportion and netizens are already starting to hate on, well Taeyeon exclusively. Which just goes to show, that little girls love finding reasons to hate on Girls’ Generation.’

Which was what johnnydorama of allkpop wrote. I agree that some people just find opportunities to pick on other people. But this is a direct insult against medical professionals. If the nurse gave her the shot without the doctor’s verification, she could lose her medical license. And over what? A whiny celebrity who demanded to be given a shot despite the fact that she claimed she was ‘in a great deal of pain’ and she was still able to walk out. Why should the hospital and current/future patients be deprived of the care of a medical professional just because someone decided that she’s a doctor and decided to prescribe herself a shot? *rolls eyes*

Hospital workers do NOT have the worst attitudes ever. Everyone demands medical attention in ER, it’s natural for patients to feel frustrated especially in this department. There really aren’t that many workers and procedures can take a long time per patient. Miss Taeyeon was not ‘on the brink of death’ and the nurse is not obligated legally to stay by her side. *For goodness sake people, it’s just the frigging NORMAL(not H1N1) flu, suck it up and wait your damn turn.* Frankly if I was the nurse I would have gone on my lunch break. ER people, medical professionals should go on their break so that they do not drop on their feet.

But then again I’m reminded of Winah telling me about doctors facebooking in their offices. -.-

Tsk.

Happy Anniversary Mummy & Daddy

When mummy told me that today was her wedding anniversary, it left a bitter taste in my mouth.

I admit, I try not to think too much about my dad. Neither do I want to overdiscuss it with my mum. Because the both of us will just end up crying.

I realise now how l spent 3 years silently tearing, just to break down in class. Memories that would never ever be created with him ever again haunt me. After all this time, I’ve realised:

I picked up the pieces 6 years ago

I held on to them tightly while my hands bled

And now I’m trying to let the pieces go

But I honestly don’t want to

I Have Difficulty Being Honest With You You You

Zannah called to my attention a certain blogpost. Yeah if you two are reading this you’d know it’s yours.

Frankly I didn’t think you’d be as gutless to bitch about it on your blog instead of talking it out. Giving the silent treatment just shows how childish you were. I did find you childish. I didn’t like how you were behaving. In fact nana and I were going to confront you about your shitty behaviour. Then you started talking to us and it’s was alright. I think. I’m not sure now if you’re being two-faced or you’re really okay with us. I really hope it’s the latter.

What can I say? I’m all shook up. Not literally of course. Just mentally. That you think we want you to do all the fucking work. That we want you to slog. Instead you did all the fucking work by yourself while fuming on the inside thinking we treat you like a fucking MAID.

But whatever. I moved on.

In Your Face.

</3 You Then, <           3 You now.

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I don’t know what to feel. Because seeing your fucking words bring back fugly feelings.

Candle (Sick And Tired)

I took a ride on a February morning,
Just getting over it and dealing with the mourning,
I started thinking out loud: I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired,
My baby’s flying off the edge of the road,
She’s saying, “I’m so sorry about that note”,
That left me all alone,
But I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Seven days since I’ve seen your face,
Seven nights I have laid to waste,
I’m burning out now,
I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired,
I know we’re hanging at the end of the road,
We’ve flown too high, make a swarm too low,
I heard a screaming out loud,
I heard a screaming out loud

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Think,
All the things that you say,
What are the things that you mean,
What are the things that you say to me,
Cuz your tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
You’re a tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Seven days since I’ve seen your face,
Seven nights I have laid to waste,
I’m burning out now,
I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired,
I know we’re hanging at the end of the road,
We’ve flown too high, make a swarm too low,
I heard a screaming out loud,
I heard a screaming out loud

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Think,
All the things that you say,
What are the things that you mean,
What are the things that you say to me,
Cuz your tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
You’re a tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,

Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle

Baby Boy, You’re Too Pretty For Your Own Good

Leetuek

Korean or Japanese?

Okay the name is like a dead giveaway.

But seriously when I saw this picture I straightaway thought: Japanese.

Even when I knew his name.

ROFL FAIL.

I’m addicted to allkpop.com

Video below is hilarious.

You don’t know the men acting in it and neither do I.

But HELL they know their funny insults.

It’s in Korean with english subs, click the HD button for High Definition.

If you hate reading subtitles, go jump in a lake it’d make me feel better.