Books
Cause her library fines piled up.
*sigh*
Category: Miscellaneous Amalgams
Strawberry Milkshake
Oh what I wouldn’t give for one of these…
Goes back to my younger days, really looked up to you then.
Don’t know where you are now, don’t really care.
And I wonder why?
I took so much time to move on.
Hee all the chiding by woman.
My thoughts went back to you.
For a brief moment and it passed.
I’m knocking down the pedestal I crafted for you.
Noone stands up there at the moment.
a wave and a smile at you if I see you
nah.
Zannah called to my attention a certain blogpost. Yeah if you two are reading this you’d know it’s yours.
Frankly I didn’t think you’d be as gutless to bitch about it on your blog instead of talking it out. Giving the silent treatment just shows how childish you were. I did find you childish. I didn’t like how you were behaving. In fact nana and I were going to confront you about your shitty behaviour. Then you started talking to us and it’s was alright. I think. I’m not sure now if you’re being two-faced or you’re really okay with us. I really hope it’s the latter.
What can I say? I’m all shook up. Not literally of course. Just mentally. That you think we want you to do all the fucking work. That we want you to slog. Instead you did all the fucking work by yourself while fuming on the inside thinking we treat you like a fucking MAID.
But whatever. I moved on.
In Your Face.
</3 You Then, < 3 You now.
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I don’t know what to feel. Because seeing your fucking words bring back fugly feelings.
I took a ride on a February morning,
Just getting over it and dealing with the mourning,
I started thinking out loud: I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired,
My baby’s flying off the edge of the road,
She’s saying, “I’m so sorry about that note”,
That left me all alone,
But I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle
Seven days since I’ve seen your face,
Seven nights I have laid to waste,
I’m burning out now,
I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired,
I know we’re hanging at the end of the road,
We’ve flown too high, make a swarm too low,
I heard a screaming out loud,
I heard a screaming out loud
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle
Think,
All the things that you say,
What are the things that you mean,
What are the things that you say to me,
Cuz your tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
You’re a tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle
Seven days since I’ve seen your face,
Seven nights I have laid to waste,
I’m burning out now,
I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired,
I know we’re hanging at the end of the road,
We’ve flown too high, make a swarm too low,
I heard a screaming out loud,
I heard a screaming out loud
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle
Think,
All the things that you say,
What are the things that you mean,
What are the things that you say to me,
Cuz your tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
You’re a tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle
Leetuek
Korean or Japanese?
Okay the name is like a dead giveaway.
But seriously when I saw this picture I straightaway thought: Japanese.
Even when I knew his name.
ROFL FAIL.
I’m addicted to allkpop.com
Video below is hilarious.
You don’t know the men acting in it and neither do I.
But HELL they know their funny insults.
It’s in Korean with english subs, click the HD button for High Definition.
If you hate reading subtitles, go jump in a lake it’d make me feel better.
When I saw 30 unique views dated 12th April in my stat box*, I figured word has gone around about my hives and people were checking out my blog just to see the picture and what happened.
When I saw 15 unique views dated 13th April in my stat box again, I figured people wanted to know how I was doing.
So I’ll be telling the hives story, how it started, what did I do, what’s going on now.
The hives popped up as innocent itchy spots at the back of my neck at around 1am at Joscelyn’s condo. They were darn itchy, so much that I began to worry a lil bit and made Dot accompany me to the toilet just to check it out. I had no idea how bad they truly were at that time, only that my neck was reddish and there were a couple of rashes at the base of my neck. Of course when you have rashes the thing you’re really NOT suppose to do is to scratch them. But being the erroneous human being that I am, I went on clawing at my neck, only attempting to reduce the temptation of relieving myself by smacking my neck (sorry Joel, now you know why) as if a swarm of mosquitos had landed.
So I tried to bear the itch and even diagnosed myself with hives (oh how damn right I was) for the next 3 hours. Slowly I realised to my UTMOST horror that the itch was spreading!!! I started scratching the base of my neck, shoulders, upper arms, abdomen, and chest. So by that time I realised that I’d better go home, afterall I didn’t even know if what I had was contagious. Nursing instinct too over: Barrier Nursing. I cabbed home and quickly checked out this ‘rash’ that I thought I had. Words cannot explain the horror on my face when I saw how bad it was. Bumps all over my body and it was so frigging red. I wanted to cry like a drag queen when I saw that there were a couple of bumps on my face! So with a heavy heart, I told my mum I had to see the doctor. Mum’s able to tell that something’s wrong the moment she heard my voice. So after telling her, she gave me this flu tablet that’s suppose to stop the itch. The tablet did NOT work. I was scratching at 6am and cursing whether sleep would ever be able to claim me.
The next afternoon, I managed to sleep 9 hours straight, at around 3pm right after I woke up I hopped to the bathroom to check out the hives. Amazingly they were GONE. At that moment I wanted to do some victory dance. Until I noticed they had moved to my hands and legs. I went to tell my mum and she commented that I had alot of pimples. I thought nothing of it and told her it was because of my monthlies(fact: I break out when I get my menses). I checked the mirror for the ‘pimples’ only to moan and thrash about because the hives had taken over my face! The first thought that came to my mind was: SH!T HOW TO GO OUT IN PUBLIC! But of course I had no choice but to drag myself down. I realised I was slightly hindered while walking when I saw that the hives were over my knees. So therefore I HOBBLED to the clinic. Luckily there weren’t many people and I saw the doctor after waiting like about 5 mins. When I went in and sat down in front of the doctor the doctor asked me: So Annabel what’s wrong with you? I felt like B!TCHSLAPPING the doctor there and then. At the back of my mind I was thinking: F**K you, can’t you see!? So in a slightly moany tone I was like: It’s all over…
Apparently doctor said it’s some allergic reaction; exposure to something that I’m sensitive to and the hives were clearing the toxins from my body. (Dammit why such an unglam way to have a detox?!) So he prescribed two pills and calamine lotion(ftw) 
I went home and quickly spread it on. I thought calamine lotion works the normal way creams do, basically you spread it on your skin till there’s no visible trace of it. But calamine lotion leaves a sort of paint like residue on your skin. It’s like putting liquid paper on your skin. Anyway calamine works wonders and really stops the ITCH.
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Right now hives are pretty much outta sight. If you really check my skin maybe you’d find a red circle here and there; evidence of my ordeal.
Thursday: Churchies vs Nurses
How to choose… DAMMIT.
Phlegmatic
On a side note, attachment is bearable. But I swear all the CIs are like the same. You forget every damn thing when they question you.
Oh, and feet hurts like bitch.
P.S. Updated weebly.
This ought to be the time/post when I bitch and whine about how I don’t wanna go to attachment.
But I actually wanna go and get it over and done with. I wanna see Adele, Zannah, Nana.
I MISS YOU BABES!!! <3
Prawn Fishing, set on the last week? 
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When You Think Of Nursing, This Picture Comes To Mind
A Relaxed Environment
Truthfully, it’s more like this:
Reality
