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Entries from June 2009

I’m Happy

June 30, 2009 · Leave a Comment

LOL I really am.

My CI asked me : Do you want to be a nurse anot?

I’m psyche to say: Recently I’ve decided I want to be one.

There’s an insane amount of happiness threatening to burst out of me.

Even if there was a sucky grade.

Resolutions, forged on a pixelled page.

1. Get at least a C+ in the next attachment so I can pull my grade point average up.

2. Work on my nursing care plan, it’s my weakest point.

3. Next attachment, leap straight into the midst of things. Hands on baby!

4. Try to pay attention during lectures, our lecturers aren’t too bad really, we just choose to shut ourselves out.

Honestly I regret not jumping straight into things this attachment. I was insanely listless(I knew it but I didn’t think my CI would choose to use the same word) and well there were other factors that I choose not to mention here, just not worth mentioning it.

It’s almost like everything’s on repeat.

But shit I never noticed.

P.S. Common Test Results (Which I Really Didn’t Give A Shit About I Admit, but this was the wrong attitude, So don’t follow my example kiddies!)

NS2: F (NS1 probably also F, didn’t study)

NSL: B (LMAO Unexpected, even more unexpected that noone got A)

NS1: F (Peer Tutoring Here We Come)

PHAR: ?

Will be updated when the rest of the results come in.

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I Know This Is Pretty Old News

June 22, 2009 · Leave a Comment

Quoted from allkpop.com dated 17 January 2009:

Taeyeon of Girls’ Generation has been receiving quite a bit of heat due to her statements on her radio program with Kangin (MBC FM4U의 `강인 태연의 친한 친구`).

The Girls’ Generation member who was in a great deal of pain due to the flu, vented her frustration about her incident at the hospital:

I went to the hospital to receive a shot because I was very ill with the flu. But when I arrived, the nurse told me to just lie down and wait, because it was lunch time.

But she was a nurse, instead of telling me to wait, couldn’t she have just given me a shot?

I almost caused a scene, but I simply stated, ‘How could you be like that,’ and left. Is it a patients duty to be sick on time?

Kangin then stated:

Tell me which hospital it was. It looks like that nurse has lost her mind. She should just eat lunch forever.

When a patient is in pain, it’s extremely frustrating to have to wait, especially because hospital workers have the worst attitudes ever. I can definitely relate to Taeyeon’s frustrations, as I’ve had very similar experiences at the ER. In any regards, both Taeyeon and Kangin’s statements have been blown out of proportion and netizens are already starting to hate on, well Taeyeon exclusively. Which just goes to show, that little girls love finding reasons to hate on Girls’ Generation. And forces SM Entertainment to release apologies like these:

Taeyeon and Kangin should’ve been a little more careful with their words, unfortunately they weren’t. However, there were no evil intentions. All of us are very sorry about this incident.

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‘When a patient is in pain, it’s extremely frustrating to have to wait, especially because hospital workers have the worst attitudes ever. I can definitely relate to Taeyeon’s frustrations, as I’ve had very similar experiences at the ER. In any regards, both Taeyeon and Kangin’s statements have been blown out of proportion and netizens are already starting to hate on, well Taeyeon exclusively. Which just goes to show, that little girls love finding reasons to hate on Girls’ Generation.’

Which was what johnnydorama of allkpop wrote. I agree that some people just find opportunities to pick on other people. But this is a direct insult against medical professionals. If the nurse gave her the shot without the doctor’s verification, she could lose her medical license. And over what? A whiny celebrity who demanded to be given a shot despite the fact that she claimed she was ‘in a great deal of pain’ and she was still able to walk out. Why should the hospital and current/future patients be deprived of the care of a medical professional just because someone decided that she’s a doctor and decided to prescribe herself a shot? *rolls eyes*

Hospital workers do NOT have the worst attitudes ever. Everyone demands medical attention in ER, it’s natural for patients to feel frustrated especially in this department. There really aren’t that many workers and procedures can take a long time per patient. Miss Taeyeon was not ‘on the brink of death’ and the nurse is not obligated legally to stay by her side. *For goodness sake people, it’s just the frigging NORMAL(not H1N1) flu, suck it up and wait your damn turn.* Frankly if I was the nurse I would have gone on my lunch break. ER people, medical professionals should go on their break so that they do not drop on their feet.

But then again I’m reminded of Winah telling me about doctors facebooking in their offices. -.-

Tsk.

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Happy Anniversary Mummy & Daddy

June 15, 2009 · Leave a Comment

When mummy told me that today was her wedding anniversary, it left a bitter taste in my mouth.

I admit, I try not to think too much about my dad. Neither do I want to overdiscuss it with my mum. Because the both of us will just end up crying.

I realise now how l spent 3 years silently tearing, just to break down in class. Memories that would never ever be created with him ever again haunt me. After all this time, I’ve realised:

I picked up the pieces 6 years ago

I held on to them tightly while my hands bled

And now I’m trying to let the pieces go

But I honestly don’t want to

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I Have Difficulty Being Honest With You You You

June 9, 2009 · 1 Comment

Zannah called to my attention a certain blogpost. Yeah if you two are reading this you’d know it’s yours.

Frankly I didn’t think you’d be as gutless to bitch about it on your blog instead of talking it out. Giving the silent treatment just shows how childish you were. I did find you childish. I didn’t like how you were behaving. In fact nana and I were going to confront you about your shitty behaviour. Then you started talking to us and it’s was alright. I think. I’m not sure now if you’re being two-faced or you’re really okay with us. I really hope it’s the latter.

What can I say? I’m all shook up. Not literally of course. Just mentally. That you think we want you to do all the fucking work. That we want you to slog. Instead you did all the fucking work by yourself while fuming on the inside thinking we treat you like a fucking MAID.

But whatever. I moved on.

In Your Face.

</3 You Then, <           3 You now.

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I don’t know what to feel. Because seeing your fucking words bring back fugly feelings.

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