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Entries from November 2008

To Be (Hurt) Or Not To Be?

November 30, 2008 · Leave a Comment

To let you fall

Or catch you just before your head kisses the ground?

To allow you to scrape that knee

Or completely cover you in sponge?

To let you bleed and cry

Or live life never knowing that you will? (more…)

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Conversations With A Sister And A Girlfriend[In A Guy's Body]

November 27, 2008 · Leave a Comment

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

[I ain't showing this line on my blog]

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

so it’s all good

 

amelia says:

 

NOOOO!!

 

amelia says:

 

how can it be?

 

amelia says:

 

walao

 

amelia says:

 

um

 

amelia says:

 

i’m sorry..

 

amelia says:

 

i’ll turn les for u if u like?

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

nasty no

 

amelia says:

 

phew thanks for sparing me

 

amelia says:

 

haha

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

hah

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

I could never break up the idiot couple can I?

 

amelia says:

 

haha

 

amelia says:

 

are we tt idiotic?

 

amelia says:

 

haha

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

YES

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

amelia says:

 

really?

 

amelia says:

 

y?

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

idiot + idiot = idiot couple

 

amelia says:

 

eh im not idiot ok!

 

amelia says:

 

haha

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

the only thing left to ponder is who’se the bigger idiot and which idiot dominates the idiotic relationship

 

amelia says:

 

eh!

 

amelia says:

 

im de idiot tt dominates de relationship!

 

amelia says:

 

damn

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

HAHAHA

 

amelia says:

 

i mean im not an idiot!

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

oh you are an idiot..

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

and the other idiot

 

amelia says:

 

grrrrrrrrrrrrr i’ll kill u!!!

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

is not online

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

*now

 

amelia says:

 

he is

 

amelia says:

 

n hes nt an idiot either!

 

amelia says:

 

i thiink..

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

now come one BE HOENST

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

*HONEST

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

*on

 

amelia says:

 

i m (:

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

idiotic honesty?

 

amelia says:

 

aaaaargh!!!!!!!

 

amelia says:

 

i will kill u!

 

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

 

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH

 

amelia says:

 

ggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
 

 

————–

 

amelia says:

im de idiot tt dominates de relationship!

 

P.S. HAHAHHAHAHha!!!!!

 Amelia you are so darn funny

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[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

u always act tough ya. time to face ur ownself ya haha =)

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

>.<

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

Nothing wrong with acting tough….

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

very

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

especially when u act tough in a bad manner

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

u don make ppl feel like u r tough but ppl can seriously see that u r acting to b tough

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

lol

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

seriously?

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

yea. i seriously find that u r so poor in acting tough

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

HEYYYY

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

at least make ppl think that u r tough becux u r independent

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

don make ppl see that u r tough by whacking ppl when u cant control ur temper. not tough at all hahahah!

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

I don’t whack people anymore!!!!

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

I DO NOT!!!!!!!!!!!

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

o… not bad

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

hahaha!

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

=.=

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

Now I feel like whacking you though

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

but ok la, just that ur usage of words nid to change too

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

lol

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

hahahah!

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

=.=

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

that’s predictable

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

hahaha!

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

VONG what are you trying to turn me into huhhhhhh

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

nah

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

as a friend i should b ur mirror

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

lol

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

LOL

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

oh yeah what was it about my usage of words?

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

u always use strong and aggressive words

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

and even punctuation

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

such as…? =.=

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

so u nid to change

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

I’ll like to see you prove this one….

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

too many cant remember lol

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

=.=

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

you have no proof

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

like cap lock throughout la etc etc

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

alot alot man

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

too many to list

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

that’s when I’m virtually yelling at you

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

too many

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

yea too many

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

and you’re like a brother so that’s how I talk to you

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

too many to say

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

idiot… =.=

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

lol!

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

but well, u have to learn to b urself

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

I AM MYSELF

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

cause u r contradicting others whereby u r tough sometime and sometimes u r so emo

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

I don’t get it that you say I try to act tough or whatever

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

lol

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

I’m emoing…

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

I’m a girl!!!

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

we emo

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

it’s what we do!

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

but tough girls leave no rooms for emoing

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

lol

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

lol

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

I’m soft on the inside? (((:

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

i cant truly tel lol

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

u confuse me with ur character

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

hahahaha!

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

Thank you~!

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

I think that’s a compliment

[ AnnaBEL™ Lucy ] Je t’aime says:

I’m not that easy to figure out (:

[c=36] VONG: after 3 months of long dist jogging, my shoe sole finally came off lol [/c=1] says:

yep yep

 

 

Haha VONG you know how to cheer a girl up..

And make me even more emo…

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Im Tired Of…

November 25, 2008 · Leave a Comment

COMMON TESTS…

I abhor you with ever fibre of my being…

Not that I can spare much to get through you…

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It’s Great To Chat Till 3am

November 22, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Thank You VONG, for being a girlfriend in a guy’s body when I needed one!

Thank You Caleb for NOT telling me you’re not in Singapore…. SOUVENEIR… =.=

Thank You Nana for being a girlfriend[a real one], and I love you even though you’re no Keira Knightley or Jessica Alba.. :) Tell me what I wanna know girl!

Thank you Hariani for putting up with my nonsense even though you were at work.. For the record, I still do not dare to sms or call Miss Aaqilah… I might do it later…

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Secret Service Code Name: HALO

Categories: Miscellaneous Amalgams · Official Rants · Picture Included

It’s THE High School Musical Show Down!

November 21, 2008 · Leave a Comment

As all of you HSM fans out there are aware of, every HSM movie’s soundtrack has a set of songs catered to every cliche moment in the HSM trilogy. Today, AnnaBEL™ Lucy is going to compare which songs best fit the category! All while trying not to get leg shaving cream under her keyboard.

Category 1: Opening Song

HSM1: Start Of Someting New
HSM2: What Time Is It?
HSM3: Now Or Never

My pick: HSM3: Now Or Never

Category 2: Troy’s Solo 

HSM1: Getcha Head In The Game
HSM2: Bet On It
HSM3: Scream

My pick: HSM2: Bet On It

Category 3: Gabriella’s Solo

HSM1: When There Was Me And You
HSM2: Gotta Go My Own Way
HSM3: Walk Away

My Pick: HSM2: Gotta Go My Own Way

Category 4: Troy & Gabriella’s Duet

HSM1: What I’ve Been Looking For(Reprise)
HSM2: You Are The Music In Me
HSM3: Can I Have This Dance

My Pick: {It’s a tough one but..} HSM3: Can I Have This Dance

Category 5: Ryan & Sharpay’s Duet

HSM1: Bop To The Top
HSM2: Fabulous
HSM3: I Want It All

My Pick: HSM3: I Want It All

Category 6: Cast Song

HSM1: Stick To The Status Quo
HSM2: Work This Out
HSM3: A Night To Remember

My Pick: HSM2: Work This Out

Category 7: Closing Duet

HSM1: Breaking Free
HSM2: Everyday
HSM3: Just Wanna Be With You

My Pick: HSM2: Everyday

Category 8:Closing Song 

HSM1: We’re All In This Together
HSM2: All For One
HSM3: High School Musical

My Pick: HSM2: All For One

Completed!

Categories: Miscellaneous Amalgams · Official Rants

I Hate…

November 20, 2008 · Leave a Comment

My Modem…. It gives me a hundred and one problems…  Now my messenger is giving me problems as well… OOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MODEEEEEM I HATE YOU!!!!!

 

—————
All I wanna do,
Is be with you

-HSM3

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70 Questions – And Because I Cannot Copy And Paste

November 19, 2008 · 3 Comments

I Typed Every Question Out Painfully – Correction, after typing the first, I just googled the questions and found another blog where I could copy them.

1)How many texts are in your inbox?
 53 I just cleared the inbox recently, or it would have exceeded the 200 mark.

2)When did your last hug take place?
Two days ago

3)Are you a jealous person?
  By nature we all are if we care about something

4)Are you tired right now?
 Yep, gonna knock off soon.

5)Do you chew on your straws?
Used to, until I realised I wanted my straw to look ‘healthy’

6)Have you ever been called a tease?
Nope, if I ever do, I want a certain person to do it

7)Do you like to cuddle?
With the right person YES!!! I’ll settle for Buttons for now.

8)Do you cry easily?
Only when I’m emo-ing or thinking about my dad.

9)Are you a heavy sleeper?
Absolutely.

10)Where is your cellphone?
In Front Of Me

11)Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
Yep, eventually.. somewhere along the line…

12)Are you mad at someone right now?
Kinda

13)Do you believe in love at first sight?
Crush At First sight? Absolutely.

14)What makes you laugh no matter what?
Funny jokes, or thinking about a crush gives me the giggles.

15)Who was the last person you talked to?
My mother?

16)Name one person on your top friends who is most like you.
Dumb question, we’re all different, that’s the point… I wouldn’t wanna be friends with clones

17)Do you get butterflies when around the person you like?
My face feels hot

18)Will you get married?
Dumb question… I’ll let you know if I ever do.

19)When was the last time you smiled?
During Mr Rashid’s lecture, he makes me laugh.

20)Does anyone, like you?
Whatch talking about? Like? Or Like like? If it’s like, I hope it’s my friends, if it’s Like like, then cross my fingers that it’s him.

21)Do you secretly like someone?
Did the previous answer not give you the answer?

22)Who was the first person you talked to today?
My mother, she was saying about how I was late and WHATEVER.

23)Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

Depends, if it’s about serious life changing stuff, it’s mum. If it’s girly giggly crush type stuff, it’s either Amelia or Fariana.

24)What are you NOT looking forward to?
Common Tests

25)Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
Daddy.

26)Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
If I ever get an ex.

27)Are you a forgiving person?
Yes, it’s tiring to hate but when I do, the hate burns with a passion.

28)What’s something you really want right now?
SLEEEEPPPP, and get up on time tomorrow, and get my $150 from TTSH

29)Do you fall for people easily?
No.

30)Have you ever fallen for your best friend ex’s ?
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! NOOO!!! That’s a girlfriend taboo!

31.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
Noodles

32.Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
Don’t know anyone called Michelle

33.Who was the last person you drove with?
Errrrrrrr Does a random taxi driver singing praises of SP count? If you meant take the wheel, I would say my dad’s cab when he let me ‘drive’

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
it was 7pm and it was NOT late.

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Right now? And not see a certain person? I Don’t think soooo

36.Do you prefer to call or text?
Text when I’m busy, call for important stuff when I need to know answers right away.

37.When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
Aout 2nd, 3rd, 4th november.

38.Who took your profile picture?
Me

39.Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Er.. Haridiani [not sure of the spelling] camwhored a lil before lecture. I think she’s a super enthu person.

40.Can you live a day without TV?
Even a month yeah.

41.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Haven’t been kissed, but I guess the neck would be erotic?

42. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Like crap, c’mon I hate waking up.

43. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Adele

44. How often do you see your ex?
Don’t have one

45. Would you ever donate blood?
YES. Was supposed to last month.

46. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
er… Was a sexist as a kid so, no.

47. Do you want someone dead?
Even I’m not that cruel, and only God can take away what he’s given.

48. What does your last text message say?
That CYA was cancelled

50. What are you thinking about right now?
About… er him? And God and about how I miss God.

51. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yeah I do.

52. What time did you go to sleep last night?
Is this a repeat? 7pm.

53. Where did you buy the shirt you’re wearing now?
Ask my dad, it’s his.

54. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yeah and this is a REPEAT QUESTION…. And for the record, him :)

55. Have you ever been in a hotel room with a friend of the opposite sex?
ER nope.

56. Who was the last person to text you?
Sharon

57. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Unfortuantely I am, but not to a great extent.

58. What are you listening right now?
Mighty To Save – Hillsong

59. Did you sing at all today?
Crush – David Archuleta

60. When’s the last time you cried?
Repeat question. 3rd, 4th, 5th November.

61. Who were you with yesterday?
Friends? Nana, Fariana, Adele

62. Do you miss anyone?
Yes. Daddy.

63. Who was the last person in your bed?
Me, I’m protective.

64. Have you ever drank with your number one
Define number one.

65. If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
YES!!!!

66. Do you want someone you can’t have?
I wouldn’t say he’s out of reach, but I don’t see him ever liking me.

67. When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
HHAHAHAHAHHAHA!! I don’t have one.

68. Where were you at 2:02 am this morning?
In bed.

69. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
If God permits it, and if I ever admit to him I like him, maybe?

70. Do you want to tell someone something?
Yes I do.

Bonus question. Who do you want to tag?
Er… Adele, Fariana, Zannah.
Copy and paste this as a blog post and write over my answers =)

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YHORE STOP READING MY BLOG

November 19, 2008 · Leave a Comment

And I will continue calling YHORE until you get the hint and BEcome A MAN!

And woman I think if I hadn’t talked with you this morning and laughed with you I might not be able to talk to you in the next few weeks. I wouldn’t have been able to forgive you. Because what you type and what you say can be at such opposite poles sometimes.

I’m not going to delete this post, previous ones, or the ones ahead.

I will NOT stop bashing YHORE.

And you’re right, we don’t know each other so why the hell is he still reading my blog?

It’s almost like you’re letting him creep into a part of my life.

I think it’s gone beyond the point when I insult him because I care for you.

It’s Gone To The Point Where I Hate Him.

-

I’m sorry Zannah, Nana, for being in such a bad mood.

I think Zannah hates me anyway.

But whatever, it’s probably my fault, it always is.

-

Update: YHORE Is Still A Fucktard.

Categories: Bitchy Whining · Official Rants

YHORE You’ve Lived Up To Your Name

November 18, 2008 · 2 Comments

Well woman I didn’t tell you earlier but I’m glad if he’s gonna be gone.

And YHORE if you’re reading this, close this window and stay away from my blog. Selfish MCPs like you don’t deserve to be enlightened.

If I ever ever ever see you in real life, I WILL savagely kick you in the nuts. You have been warned.

Why? Because it’s not always about you. It’s not always about how you’re trying not to let yourself go. To just like, to love? And to be liked back. I see effort from her and none from you. Because you’re a silly whiner. I’m stealing my woman away from you on Christmas Eve. Because you don’t deserve her.

Now that I think of it, I do hope I get to meet you. Kicking you savagely between your legs will make you cringe like the little boy that you are who has yet to grow up. Did I hurt your pride? Did she hurt your ‘manly ego’? Are you that STUPID?

Fucktards like you need to have a sense of humour.

P.S. If you keep being the ASStheist that you are, I will make sure you won’t even come within an inch[if I kick your nuts you won't be able to walk anyway] of my sister.

Categories: Bitchy Whining · Miscellaneous Amalgams · Official Rants