I’m feeling abit crappy at 5.55am 24th September Wednesday.
RAWR.
Attachment…
I wish you’re over and done with.
I’m halfway there but the final stretch always feels the longest.
I’d like to also mention
That I hate the afternoon shift
There’s lesser stuff to do
First week was exciting
But the ‘thrill’ and ‘enthusiasm’ is wearing off
Fast.
I’m going to die of boredom
Parameters…
Pretty soon I’m going to hate that word.
I feel so sian……
Reading the blogs of others…
I envy them.
A rollercoaster of emotions?
Wishing, Desiring to be appreciated.
But I admit, having the relatives say thank you
It feels AWESOME.
Even if they look at us sometimes like we don’t know what we’re doing…
I want to remove more IVs
There’s a cry for BLOOD.
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something
For my soul somewhere
Categories: Bitchy Whining
Tagged: nursing
September 16, 2008 · 1 Comment
My cubicle buddy told me I had a ‘doctor’ face. I find that highly amusing. I’ve never thought of doctoring before, only maybe when I was a kid and teachers always asked “What do you want to be when you grow up?”. That question is SO vague. In today’s Singaporean Education System, the question should be rephrased as “What do you want to do after your O/A Levels?”.
Though I admit it’d be cool to walk around the hospital wearing a white lab coat with a stethescope around my neck like this picture wouldn’t it?

The ‘Doctor-face’ statement has once again left me undecided on what I want to do in life.
Categories: Miscellaneous Amalgams
Tagged: doctor, future, life, nursing
It frustrates me. Not it, but them. But I’m also one of them. Just not like most of them.
How irritating.
What? A controversy, a slip of the tongue, a rash decision.
They feed on these. Pounce on them like hungry wolves. They bite and chew like they have nothing else to live for. They’re desperate. Ugly, rotting meat like the sweetest, most succulent slice of beef.
Tenderised by arrogance, made sweeter by their self-brainwashing.
Do you dare to
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Categories: Official Rants
B.A.O
B.A.O
You are a stunning person, do you know?
You surprise me and shock me by the things you do.
Should I hail you for your independent actions?
Or condemn you for your rebellious streak?
I think I’ll just wait and reserve judgement.
Come back and be my neighbour ‘kay?
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Categories: Miscellaneous Amalgams