She Was Scared Of Breathing
So I Ripped Her Heart Out And Pasted It On Her Sleeve.LOL I really am.
My CI asked me : Do you want to be a nurse anot?
I’m psyche to say: Recently I’ve decided I want to be one.
There’s an insane amount of happiness threatening to burst out of me.
Even if there was a sucky grade.
Resolutions, forged on a pixelled page.
1. Get at least a C+ in the next attachment so I can pull my grade point average up.
2. Work on my nursing care plan, it’s my weakest point.
3. Next attachment, leap straight into the midst of things. Hands on baby!
4. Try to pay attention during lectures, our lecturers aren’t too bad really, we just choose to shut ourselves out.
Honestly I regret not jumping straight into things this attachment. I was insanely listless(I knew it but I didn’t think my CI would choose to use the same word) and well there were other factors that I choose not to mention here, just not worth mentioning it.
It’s almost like everything’s on repeat.
But shit I never noticed.
P.S. Common Test Results (Which I Really Didn’t Give A Shit About I Admit, but this was the wrong attitude, So don’t follow my example kiddies!)
NS2: F (NS1 probably also F, didn’t study)
NSL: B (LMAO Unexpected, even more unexpected that noone got A)
NS1: F (Peer Tutoring Here We Come)
PHAR: ?
Will be updated when the rest of the results come in.
Quoted from allkpop.com dated 17 January 2009:
Taeyeon of Girls’ Generation has been receiving quite a bit of heat due to her statements on her radio program with Kangin (MBC FM4U의 `강인 태연의 친한 친구`).
The Girls’ Generation member who was in a great deal of pain due to the flu, vented her frustration about her incident at the hospital:
I went to the hospital to receive a shot because I was very ill with the flu. But when I arrived, the nurse told me to just lie down and wait, because it was lunch time.
But she was a nurse, instead of telling me to wait, couldn’t she have just given me a shot?
I almost caused a scene, but I simply stated, ‘How could you be like that,’ and left. Is it a patients duty to be sick on time?
Kangin then stated:
Tell me which hospital it was. It looks like that nurse has lost her mind. She should just eat lunch forever.
When a patient is in pain, it’s extremely frustrating to have to wait, especially because hospital workers have the worst attitudes ever. I can definitely relate to Taeyeon’s frustrations, as I’ve had very similar experiences at the ER. In any regards, both Taeyeon and Kangin’s statements have been blown out of proportion and netizens are already starting to hate on, well Taeyeon exclusively. Which just goes to show, that little girls love finding reasons to hate on Girls’ Generation. And forces SM Entertainment to release apologies like these:
Taeyeon and Kangin should’ve been a little more careful with their words, unfortunately they weren’t. However, there were no evil intentions. All of us are very sorry about this incident.
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‘When a patient is in pain, it’s extremely frustrating to have to wait, especially because hospital workers have the worst attitudes ever. I can definitely relate to Taeyeon’s frustrations, as I’ve had very similar experiences at the ER. In any regards, both Taeyeon and Kangin’s statements have been blown out of proportion and netizens are already starting to hate on, well Taeyeon exclusively. Which just goes to show, that little girls love finding reasons to hate on Girls’ Generation.’
Which was what johnnydorama of allkpop wrote. I agree that some people just find opportunities to pick on other people. But this is a direct insult against medical professionals. If the nurse gave her the shot without the doctor’s verification, she could lose her medical license. And over what? A whiny celebrity who demanded to be given a shot despite the fact that she claimed she was ‘in a great deal of pain’ and she was still able to walk out. Why should the hospital and current/future patients be deprived of the care of a medical professional just because someone decided that she’s a doctor and decided to prescribe herself a shot? *rolls eyes*
Hospital workers do NOT have the worst attitudes ever. Everyone demands medical attention in ER, it’s natural for patients to feel frustrated especially in this department. There really aren’t that many workers and procedures can take a long time per patient. Miss Taeyeon was not ‘on the brink of death’ and the nurse is not obligated legally to stay by her side. *For goodness sake people, it’s just the frigging NORMAL(not H1N1) flu, suck it up and wait your damn turn.* Frankly if I was the nurse I would have gone on my lunch break. ER people, medical professionals should go on their break so that they do not drop on their feet.
But then again I’m reminded of Winah telling me about doctors facebooking in their offices. -.-
Tsk.
When mummy told me that today was her wedding anniversary, it left a bitter taste in my mouth.
I admit, I try not to think too much about my dad. Neither do I want to overdiscuss it with my mum. Because the both of us will just end up crying.
I realise now how l spent 3 years silently tearing, just to break down in class. Memories that would never ever be created with him ever again haunt me. After all this time, I’ve realised:
I picked up the pieces 6 years ago
I held on to them tightly while my hands bled
And now I’m trying to let the pieces go
But I honestly don’t want to
Zannah called to my attention a certain blogpost. Yeah if you two are reading this you’d know it’s yours.
Frankly I didn’t think you’d be as gutless to bitch about it on your blog instead of talking it out. Giving the silent treatment just shows how childish you were. I did find you childish. I didn’t like how you were behaving. In fact nana and I were going to confront you about your shitty behaviour. Then you started talking to us and it’s was alright. I think. I’m not sure now if you’re being two-faced or you’re really okay with us. I really hope it’s the latter.
What can I say? I’m all shook up. Not literally of course. Just mentally. That you think we want you to do all the fucking work. That we want you to slog. Instead you did all the fucking work by yourself while fuming on the inside thinking we treat you like a fucking MAID.
But whatever. I moved on.
In Your Face.
</3 You Then, < 3 You now.
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I don’t know what to feel. Because seeing your fucking words bring back fugly feelings.
I took a ride on a February morning,
Just getting over it and dealing with the mourning,
I started thinking out loud: I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired,
My baby’s flying off the edge of the road,
She’s saying, “I’m so sorry about that note”,
That left me all alone,
But I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle
Seven days since I’ve seen your face,
Seven nights I have laid to waste,
I’m burning out now,
I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired,
I know we’re hanging at the end of the road,
We’ve flown too high, make a swarm too low,
I heard a screaming out loud,
I heard a screaming out loud
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle
Think,
All the things that you say,
What are the things that you mean,
What are the things that you say to me,
Cuz your tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
You’re a tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle
Seven days since I’ve seen your face,
Seven nights I have laid to waste,
I’m burning out now,
I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired,
I know we’re hanging at the end of the road,
We’ve flown too high, make a swarm too low,
I heard a screaming out loud,
I heard a screaming out loud
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle
Think,
All the things that you say,
What are the things that you mean,
What are the things that you say to me,
Cuz your tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
You’re a tradgedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me what’s wrong,
I’d be lying if I told you,
Losing you was something I could handle,
Somebody turn the lights on,
Somebody tell me how long,
All this darkness will surround you,
Cuz I’m burning for you,
Burning like a candle
Leetuek
Korean or Japanese?
Okay the name is like a dead giveaway.
But seriously when I saw this picture I straightaway thought: Japanese.
Even when I knew his name.
ROFL FAIL.
I’m addicted to allkpop.com
Video below is hilarious.
You don’t know the men acting in it and neither do I.
But HELL they know their funny insults.
It’s in Korean with english subs, click the HD button for High Definition.
If you hate reading subtitles, go jump in a lake it’d make me feel better.
And I have no idea how to tell you this
Just back off and let me GROW
Let me learn to be responsible
Let me do something
If you keep laying the stones out for me to walk on
I’m so tempted to kick them away
They’re burning coals
I don’t detest you
But I honestly am having a problem being honest with you.
I know you want to help
But you’re just going about it the wrong way.
I’ll find some way to tell you this.
Or maybe I won’t.
Just back off.
When I saw 30 unique views dated 12th April in my stat box*, I figured word has gone around about my hives and people were checking out my blog just to see the picture and what happened.
When I saw 15 unique views dated 13th April in my stat box again, I figured people wanted to know how I was doing.
So I’ll be telling the hives story, how it started, what did I do, what’s going on now.
The hives popped up as innocent itchy spots at the back of my neck at around 1am at Joscelyn’s condo. They were darn itchy, so much that I began to worry a lil bit and made Dot accompany me to the toilet just to check it out. I had no idea how bad they truly were at that time, only that my neck was reddish and there were a couple of rashes at the base of my neck. Of course when you have rashes the thing you’re really NOT suppose to do is to scratch them. But being the erroneous human being that I am, I went on clawing at my neck, only attempting to reduce the temptation of relieving myself by smacking my neck (sorry Joel, now you know why) as if a swarm of mosquitos had landed.
So I tried to bear the itch and even diagnosed myself with hives (oh how damn right I was) for the next 3 hours. Slowly I realised to my UTMOST horror that the itch was spreading!!! I started scratching the base of my neck, shoulders, upper arms, abdomen, and chest. So by that time I realised that I’d better go home, afterall I didn’t even know if what I had was contagious. Nursing instinct too over: Barrier Nursing. I cabbed home and quickly checked out this ‘rash’ that I thought I had. Words cannot explain the horror on my face when I saw how bad it was. Bumps all over my body and it was so frigging red. I wanted to cry like a drag queen when I saw that there were a couple of bumps on my face! So with a heavy heart, I told my mum I had to see the doctor. Mum’s able to tell that something’s wrong the moment she heard my voice. So after telling her, she gave me this flu tablet that’s suppose to stop the itch. The tablet did NOT work. I was scratching at 6am and cursing whether sleep would ever be able to claim me.
The next afternoon, I managed to sleep 9 hours straight, at around 3pm right after I woke up I hopped to the bathroom to check out the hives. Amazingly they were GONE. At that moment I wanted to do some victory dance. Until I noticed they had moved to my hands and legs. I went to tell my mum and she commented that I had alot of pimples. I thought nothing of it and told her it was because of my monthlies(fact: I break out when I get my menses). I checked the mirror for the ‘pimples’ only to moan and thrash about because the hives had taken over my face! The first thought that came to my mind was: SH!T HOW TO GO OUT IN PUBLIC! But of course I had no choice but to drag myself down. I realised I was slightly hindered while walking when I saw that the hives were over my knees. So therefore I HOBBLED to the clinic. Luckily there weren’t many people and I saw the doctor after waiting like about 5 mins. When I went in and sat down in front of the doctor the doctor asked me: So Annabel what’s wrong with you? I felt like B!TCHSLAPPING the doctor there and then. At the back of my mind I was thinking: F**K you, can’t you see!? So in a slightly moany tone I was like: It’s all over…
Apparently doctor said it’s some allergic reaction; exposure to something that I’m sensitive to and the hives were clearing the toxins from my body. (Dammit why such an unglam way to have a detox?!) So he prescribed two pills and calamine lotion(ftw) 
I went home and quickly spread it on. I thought calamine lotion works the normal way creams do, basically you spread it on your skin till there’s no visible trace of it. But calamine lotion leaves a sort of paint like residue on your skin. It’s like putting liquid paper on your skin. Anyway calamine works wonders and really stops the ITCH.
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Right now hives are pretty much outta sight. If you really check my skin maybe you’d find a red circle here and there; evidence of my ordeal.
Thursday: Churchies vs Nurses
How to choose… DAMMIT.
Can’t you tell I’m being sarcastic?
As requested by nana, a picture of the stupid hives.
Hives On My Thighs
They’re itchy and they hurt.
Calamine lotion FTW.
Got an mc, so not going for flute.
You DO NOT want to see my face right now.
Plus point is that after 9 hours of undisturbed sleep the hives on my neck, shoulder, back and abdomen are gone.
The rest of my body however, have hives all over.
Including the last place I want them to be.
My FACE.
How loooong dammit!?!
Wednesday: Sentosa
Thursday: Prawn Fishing
I Wanna Go.
